Sooo…it’s 2022 and last year I promised I would be back more often. Well, that didn’t happen did it. I can’t believe there was a time that I used to blog 3-4 times a week and not just chatty pieces of content. I would do a whole creative photo shoot and make things. WOW!! Mummy-hood definitely hit me hard haha. I knew being a mummy would be a lot of work and life wouldn’t be quite the same but I must admit I didn’t comprehend how very little time I would have. I now have to choose between having a shower, eating or catching up on sleep. That being said I am very happy and I do think I can see a change coming…
My priorities have definitely shifted since having a baby. I used to be work, work out, sleep, work, work out, sleep repeat. Now I am sleep (I wish!), feed my baby, put my baby to sleep (try not to sleep myself), tidy up, feed my baby, put my baby to sleep (and then suddenly have insomnia and not actually sleep haha).
Work has definitely had to take a back seat. The last year and a half has taught me that I bloody LOVE working though!! I LOVE my work and I LOVE achieving things. Whether it’s acting, modelling or creating content I just love it all and although I have been lucky enough to dip my toes back into it with a job or two about once a month it’s just not enough for me. I’m hungry for more. I want to succeed and I definitely want to earn more money because there are things I want to do and a whole lot of things I want to buy!!
I have so many dreams of big things I want to achieve. You know that feeling when you’ve been on holiday and relaxed for a few days and then that creative and inspirational feeling hits you and you’re practically giddy to get back to reality. Just me? It’s a fabulous feeling and I have that right now. It has been pent up inside me for nineteen months (more in reality if you include my pregnancy which was struck by a Covid lockdown and twenty plus weeks of morning sickness!).
WHERE TO START?
I am so overwhelmed with lists of things I want to achieve but to be honest I’m not sure where to start. I think I need to life coach myself back to reality or maybe read The Secret again, I always found that book quite inspiring.
Are you feeling inspired or is Blue Monday a thing for you today?